i wonder sometimes why i wasted away my life not doing good in school. i could have done so well. i could be going to a university if i had tried. i didn't try. i just hope.. i didn't through my life away. i'm not stupid, intelligent actually & i have so many dreams & ambitions. if i don't accomplish what i'd like, i think i might die. i would literally crawl up into a little ball, & die. i just hope my life isn't ruined because of some highschool mistakes. for anyone younger than i, i'm just telling you and hope you will try your hardest.


edit: a few months later hahah
ok maybe i am stupid "i just hope.. i didn't through my life away."

edit:THROW


kthxbye

i'm going to start writing in here again, who wants to read my journal